Ultimate Spiritual Bali Awakening Into Your Divine Feminine
With Tamika Hilder.
Welcome to our level 2 program on The Path of The Goddess. Our focus is on supporting you to experience an even deeper level of embodiment of your feminine soul as well as the awakening and activation of your Shakti power. This immersion of 7 days into your depths, will guide you even deeper into what it means to be a woman, and into a deeper level of embodiment, empowerment and wholeness.
STOP, CONNECT, FEEL, HEAL, AWAKEN
During the last 6000 years the feminine consciousness in both men and women has been suppressed. We have lived in a patriarchal society. The feminine has experienced abuse, suppression and has not been met with the love, honour and respect that she is worthy of. Her wisdom, power and gifts have been shut down and forgotten. Prior to this, women abused their power in a Matriarchal society. Separation between the masculine and feminine has existed for a long time. However as the new paradigm emerges, we are entering a time where as we do our inner work to heal our wounds, connect with our soul, open to more love and experience greater wholeness, unity consciousness is birthed within and without. This wholeness is experienced first from within and then manifests into more deeply loving and intimate relationships, and new ways of being and creating in our lives. We begin to live from our soul and experience fulfilment, flow, grace, ease and magic within our day-to-day experiences. We merge the spiritual with the physical, the sexual with the sacred and life begins to feel more magical.
However, first there is healing work to be done. As within so without, as above, so below. This retreat will support you in healing the following:
There is a powerful awakening occurring on Earth where the feminine now has the opportunity to rise; to fully heal, and clear these patterns of abuse and suppression as well as her misuse of power. She is rising and she is rising through love. As she rises, she merges with the masculine to come back into harmony and balance and the result is great love that can now be experienced in our relationships and on Earth. The purpose of this work is to come into sacred union with our own inner masculine and feminine aspects for complete harmony, balance and love and then we are able to manifest this in our external relationships, and then within humanity and the Earth.
This retreat is not for everybody. This is a transformational retreat for women who are ready to dive deep and shift patterns in their life, are courageous and ready to be vulnerable, ready to open to love, ready to come into alignment on a soul level and to step into the life their soul is destined for. It is for those who feel a serious commitment to their soul growth and willing to look within on a deep level. You don’t have to feel wounded to attend this retreat. It is for any woman who wishes to awaken her divine feminine and further embody her divine feminine soul.
Healing will happen. Awakening and activation of your feminine empowerment will happen. Wholeness will deepen. Ancient wisdom will be remembered.
The environment is deeply nurturing, safe and supportive for you to heal and purge some of the deepest wounds and to come back to love and empowerment so you can create the love and life you desire and are destined for. This retreat is Level 2 on the Path of The Goddess so if you have not participated in Level 1, you will need to be interviewed first to ensure you are ready for this deeper level.
For those that don’t know me I was an intuitive healer for ten years, and founded the Holistic Wellness Coaching Institute. I have created practitioner training and personal development programs including Life and Self Mastery and pretty much created a unique niche in this area of wellness. I have travelled the country speaking and inspiring humanity, am a published writer, and have loved using business as a vehicle to make a positive difference. I had reached a level of success that most people never do in their entire life by only 32 years of age including a half a million dollar business. Yet I felt that so much more was possible within me.
Despite my worldly success, I was feeling a sense of disempowerment. I would present in the world with a “strong front” which was nothing more than a shield of protection keeping my super soft feminine self safe due to the layers of sexual trauma I had carried in my body. I was afraid of being seen and I was constantly giving my personal power away in order to receive love and acceptance. My energy was low due to the masculine default of force and hard work and I still had not healed my body despite trying many things.
The sexual abuse had left me numb and disconnected to my feelings, and to life. I had trouble letting anyone in and real intimacy evaded me in my love relationships and even friendships. I guarded my heart well yet was left feeling empty inside as craved love and affection. This craving however only pushed partners away and i was left with the only last thing to do…learn how to go within and love myself.
I was trained in many modalities and had seen so many practitioners. But all the while, was unconsciously hoping they would heal me. Despite the time, energy and money I had invested i never gave up hope because i knew it was possible for me to heal and find the health and fulfilment i was seeking. There came a time around 2012 when i knew I had to go within to achieve that and also try other methods.
In 2012 I met Jero in Bali, one of Bali’s most powerful and loving healers. I was drawn to him instantly and knew I had a connection. I visited him each time I would go to Bali and on the last visit, he helped me using Kundalini Reiki to clear my sacral chakra from the trauma it carried. He was a massive gift to me and the only man i know who is close to enlightened in the flesh.
Meeting Jero set me on a pathway of the sacred feminine arts. I delved into feminine practices, tantra, breathwork, sound and expression work, somatic body based therapies and it was through these body-based modalities that brought me back into my body and allowed me to feel and thus process the trauma and unexpressed emotion that was stuck in my body and within my lower two chakras.
It was a gentle process of embodiment and of reconnecting back to my personal power, learning boundaries, expressing my feelings and my truth and being grounded in ME. The inner journey guided me within to my soul and to the infinite love I AM. My search ended, when I connected with my true self. Love. Here i realised there was no more searching needed; I simply needed to move more deeply within myself where love and truth is felt. Within was all i was seeking. But the layers of releasing, clearing and healing it took in order for me to connect to this inner presence was a journey and still continues as we are always constantly expanding and deepening. My years of action and doing was then replaced with a desire to simply BE. It is in that place, we are able to experience our spiritual potential; the very thing I had been searching for my entire life!
I now share with you what I have learned and experienced along the way in order for you to find your way back to yourself and your soul. There truly is no other journey.
What i started to experience after further embodying my soul and living more from my feminine soul is the magic and flow of life that is possible. Often we ‘think’ we know what will make us happy and we strive to make that happen. However as we learn to let go and shed the layers that are not love, we are able to flow more easily on our destined soul path and experience what our soul intended for us. This is when fulfilment and soul growth occurs and we spiral upwards into greater abundance, joy, love, health, vitality, magic and more.
The journey of awakening your divine feminine.
The journey of awakening your divine feminine will result in:
Those inner experiences will create outer experiences including:
What Is The Divine Feminine Energy?
Pure love | Creative Power | Intuition | Flow | Feeling | It is the energy which creates all of life and connects all life
As we journey deeply, you’ll heal many aspects of the immature feminine, and learn how to continue to support her in your own life to move into the wholeness of the mature feminine. And you will experience the divine feminine and learn practices to deepen your embodiment of this expansive state of consciousness so you may create the love and life you desire.
The immature feminine is a consciousness that results from our needs not being met when we were younger. There are unloved aspects of us, unmet needs and unfelt wounds and pain:
The mature feminine results as we learn to feel and heal our pain, meet our own needs and support ourself in empowered ways:
The divine feminine is when a woman has embodied her own divine soul:
Profound spiritual awakening to who you truly are
The Power of this 7 day retreat will be a unique and nurturing space to dive deep into yourself, heal and activate dormant aspects of your feminine self. You will dive into your sensuality and vulnerability, reclaim your sexual innocence and unleash the voice of your deepest, primal self. Express from the depths of your womb, open up the full expression of your orgasmic ecstasy and come to know yourself as divine love here to create in powerful ways.
Through Shakti breathwork, embodied womb awakening practices, deep inner journeying and meditation, self-inquiry (reflection, sharing, journalling, drawing, creative expression), Feminine Yoga, Bodywork, sounding, and dancing you will be able to open up your voice, your body and feel connected in Sisterhood, and reconnect with your deepest expression of truth and authenticity.
Day two you experience the traditional full day Balinese initiation. This will prepare you for the rest of the retreat and in particular for your 1 on 1 session with Jero. You will visit many sacred sites, temples and locations to purify your energy, access high frequency energy, receive blessings and a healing from a high priest and have Jero and his masters perform a process to assist in opening your Shakti pathways.
This initiation opens the gateway for Shakti to flow through your body. Shakti is universal energy; or light, which is healing for all your mental, emotional, physical and energetic bodies. This energy is also known for it’s ability to awakening you spiritually and to increase enlightenment (in-light-is-meant).
On day 5, you will get to spend 1 on 1 time with Jero who is an enlightened grandmaster Shakti healer and in his session he personally activates your Shakti pathways. This deeply transformational and sacred healing can release lifetimes of stored trauma, abuse, pain, limitations, programming and much more. His energy is extremely powerful and you will receive exactly what is needed in that moment. This session is life-changing and spiritually profound for the majority of our retreat participants.
Key elements of the workshop:
1. SOUL EMBODIMENT: Healing the core wounds that prevent your soul from embodying
2. WOMB AND YONI HEALING: Clearing, healing and activating the yoni and womb. Re-creating your relationship with your feminine centre and re-awakening your ability for self-connection and a higher octave of sexual expression in sacred sexuality. Clearing guilt, shame and learning to honour your sacred sexuality and make empowered choices.
3. SOUL VOICE: Finding your voice again, and the power to express your truth, wisdom and your soul. Opening this pathway for free, authentic and truthful expression. Deep and primal emotional expression and healing.
4. SHADOW WORK: This retreat will help you to delve into your shadow, face, heal and integrate into further wholeness. If you’re ready to go deep, the container will support exactly that.
5: SACRED UNION: Understanding polarity in relationship with expert Sarah Lantz who has trained with David Deida. Balancing your inner and outer masculine/feminine energies. Communication in relationship. Conscious relationship. Healing past relationship wounds.
Workshop practices include:
The Goddess work will have the following results in your life:
Program starts at 8am in the morning and we finish around 9pm each night. Breaks for breakfast, lunch and dinner as well as rest, relaxation, integration. The program although full gives enough space for you to be, integrate and reflect.
This retreat is held on the feminine island of Bali
There are so many sacred sites on Bali dedicated to Purification, that the entire island can be seen as the World Purification Centre and also as a template of the entire Cosmos. Sites of particular note are: The four Sacred mountains on Bali – Gunung Agung, Gunung Batur, Gunung Batakau, and Gunung Ingas. Tanah Lot is also an important place of purification. This temple is connected to the Immortal Danghyang Nirartha. We visit most of these places. Balinese rituals are devoted to cleansing the world of negativity. Purification dissolves illusion. Thus Bali is the perfect place to cleanse and purify your entire system for heightened and awakened spiritual awareness.
In addition, Bali is a feminine island. Therefore, it is much easier to drop into the feminine field from the consciousness that already exists on this island as well as the lush energy of the land. Often it is so much easier to connect more deeply when we are away from our typical environment and in land/energy that supports the retreat goal. Literally every single woman who attends this retreat has said that doing this retreat in Bali made all the difference and that it would be entirely different if it were anywhere else such as Australia. This is why we hold the retreat here. The other reason we hold the retreat here is because of Jero. The compassionate and graceful Balinese culture have many gifts to offer the rigid, disconnected minds of Westerners.
Your diet during these 7 days will be mostly organic vegan diet with Indonesian based meals. The food is exquisite, healthy and flavoursome even the meat-eaters never seem hungry or as if they are missing out. The reason for this vegan diet is to assist in the cleansing of your body as well as your emotional, mental and spiritual bodies.
We take a maximum of 24 women. Spaces are limited as we want to give you the chance to experience a small, intimate retreat where you will receive maximum attention, healing and transformation. The team includes Tamika, Sarah Lantz and 2 of her trained Path of The Goddess assistants, the Bali boys and other expert teachers who come in periodically to share their gifts. Therefore the container is supportive and closely held by the entire team.
The photos below show you the 4.5 star villa and it includes a beautiful large pool, a Yoga Shala where most of our practices are held, beautiful green gardens, many relaxation and chill out areas and the gorgeous bedrooms. Each room is twin share. We have privacy, luxury and a beautiful, lush environment surrounded by Nature and greenery.
Location: Ubud, Bali, Indonesia
Jero is a 5th generation healer and master of Shakti energy. Jero can see into the energy of the body and someone’s past and future. He was born into one of the most powerful families in all of Bali and has inherited the healing ability of his ancestors. I met Jero and his team of Master healers back in 2012 during a life-changing retreat. I had an instant connection with Jero and knew we had a soul contract for something greater.
As I got to know him, I came to discover that our life purpose was exactly the same; to help others to heal and thus by doing so raise the collective consciousness for world peace.
He had a vision to have a ashram in Bali and to help many people from that space. I wanted to help him. I felt in my soul that it was part of my contract to assist him with this vision.
These Bali retreats are exactly that. They are a way that I can assist them in creating the funds they need to have this centre. This retreat for me is thus motivated by this intention as well as my intention to share the Goddess work.
From a healing perspective, Jero has spent countless hours being in “service” to me asking for nothing back and simply wanted to help me to clear the trauma that was being held in my sacral chakra. Through his unconditional love, he taught me what it means to be in “service”.
I began to focus on giving in my business and that is when true Abundance manifested. Flow, ease and money flowed into my life.
Jero has been a teacher for me in this learning the real meaning of “love,” what it really is, how to be it and how to give it. Jero is the embodiment of unconditional love and you feel it just being in his presence. His effect on opening my heart has been profound and my interactions with him helped in healing my relationship with the masculine. I want to give back to him in the same way he has given to me.
The miracles he can perform all stem from the fact that he embodies love and gratitude. Just being in his energy will create a shift in you. All his masters in fact have that effect on you. They are beautiful human beings that embody pure gratitude and love. They teach you so much just from being in their space.
The feminine is the receiver. Like a magnet, she draws what she desires to her effortlessly, and seemingly, like magic.
No longer do you have to be the strong, independent woman doing it all on your own, or the woman who feels unworthy of what she desires. Once you open up to receptivity in your body, you begin to attract everything you need.
Life becomes effortless, and from that place of alignment, you know your worth and allow yourself to receive what you desire, without the force, hard-word or push.
So we give you plenty of opportunities to receive and in Goddess-style too! 😉 Expect lots of pampering and spa treatments and to be looked after and treated like the Goddess you are!
The feminine is pure love. She is connected to all life and naturally wants to nurture all life. Women are being called to now embody their feminine essence and open their wombs and hearts to be the love the world needs. As more women rise and claim their power and voices, they will lead from love and this will create a new world.
Businesses are changing. Values are changing. We are seeing more and more unity, harmony, co-operation, kindness and compassion come into the world, because when one awakens the feminine, they begin to feel. They feel the connection to all of life and naturally want to make choices that nourish, nurture and support all of life. This is the basis of feminine leadership. I’ve seen the shift that myself and my clients go through once we awaken our divine feminine energies. How we BE in the world changes and Love leads the way. No longer does power, money, greed, and separation lead the way. Love, unity, harmony, co-creation and sustainability does in alignment with the divine plan and the laws of Nature.
The feminine IS creating a new world. The world needs YOU.
It’s time for you to awaken to your greatest potential. To stop playing small. To release the old stories, because they are exactly that, stories; and to honour the desires within your heart and soul that are wanting to be birthed through you.
If you are ready to step into your own feminine leadership or if you feel you are ready to shine or if you feel you are on Earth for a reason, then this work with naturally align you with that core purpose.
Don’t be afraid anymore, we have your back, and it’s time for you to RISE dear Sister.
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