During the last 6000 years the feminine consciousness in both men and women has been suppressed. We have lived in a patriarchal society. The feminine has experienced abuse, suppression and has not been met with the love, honour and respect that she is worthy of. Her wisdom, power and gifts have been shut down and forgotten. Prior to this, women abused their power in a Matriarchal society. Separation between the masculine and feminine has existed for a long time. However as the new paradigm emerges, we are entering a time where as we do our inner work to heal our wounds, connect with our soul, open to more love and experience greater wholeness, unity consciousness is birthed within and without. This wholeness is experienced first from within and then manifests into more deeply loving and intimate relationships, and new ways of being and creating in our lives. We begin to live from our soul and experience fulfilment, flow, grace, ease and magic within our day-to-day experiences. We merge the spiritual with the physical, the sexual with the sacred and life begins to feel more magical.

However, first there is healing work to be done. As within so without, as above, so below. This retreat will support you in healing the following:

• Unworthiness, giving more than you receive and unable to attract what your heart desires
•  Masculine, tired or burnt out way of living (at the extreme adrenal fatigue, health issues, tiredness)
•  Sexual trauma which severely effects a woman’s empowerment and shuts down her intuition, joy, creativity, manifestation power and intimacy
•  Guilt and shame around her sensuality
•  Feeling numb, closed down sexually which effects a woman’s ability to feel connected to life and others and also her ability to feel pleasure and joy
•  Suppression of her voice (manifesting as thyroid issues in severe cases)
•  PMS, Fertility, Sexual health issues
•  Relationship issues (feeling unworthy of love, not enough, jealous, insecure, needy, seeking love externally, fear and more)
•  Disconnection to self, personal power, clarity of purpose and soul mission
•  Playing small; fear of being seen: blocking yourself from stepping fully into your gifts and service in the world forging your unique path as you live from your soul. 

There is a powerful awakening occurring on Earth where the feminine now has the opportunity to rise; to fully heal, and clear these patterns of abuse and suppression as well as her misuse of power. She is rising and she is rising through love. As she rises, she merges with the masculine to come back into harmony and balance and the result is great love that can now be experienced in our relationships and on Earth. The purpose of this work is to come into sacred union with our own inner masculine and feminine aspects for complete harmony, balance and love and then we are able to manifest this in our external relationships, and then within humanity and the Earth.

This retreat is not for everybody. This is a transformational retreat for women who are ready to dive deep and shift patterns in their life, are courageous and ready to be vulnerable, ready to open to love, ready to come into alignment on a soul level and to step into the life their soul is destined for. It is for those who feel a serious commitment to their soul growth and willing to look within on a deep level. You don’t have to feel wounded to attend this retreat. It is for any woman who wishes to awaken her divine feminine and further embody her divine feminine soul.

Healing will happen. Awakening and activation of your feminine empowerment will happen. Wholeness will deepen. Ancient wisdom will be remembered.

The environment is deeply nurturing, safe and supportive for you to heal and purge some of the deepest wounds and to come back to love and empowerment so you can create the love and life you desire and are destined for. This retreat is Level 2 on the Path of The Goddess so if you have not participated in Level 1, you will need to be interviewed first to ensure you are ready for this deeper level.

About Tamika Hilder

For those that don’t know me I was an intuitive healer for ten years, and founded the Holistic Wellness Coaching Institute. I have created practitioner training and personal development programs including Life and Self Mastery and pretty much created a unique niche in this area of wellness. I have travelled the country speaking and inspiring humanity, am a published writer, and have loved using business as a vehicle to make a positive difference. I had reached a level of success that most people never do in their entire life by only 32 years of age including a half a million dollar business. Yet I felt that so much more was possible within me.

Despite my worldly success, I was feeling a sense of disempowerment. I would present in the world with a “strong front” which was nothing more than a shield of protection keeping my super soft feminine self safe due to the layers of sexual trauma I had carried in my body. I was afraid of being seen and I was constantly giving my personal power away in order to receive love and acceptance. My energy was low due to the masculine default of force and hard work and I still had not healed my body despite trying many things.

The sexual abuse had left me numb and disconnected to my feelings, and to life. I had trouble letting anyone in and real intimacy evaded me in my love relationships and even friendships. I guarded my heart well yet was left feeling empty inside as craved love and affection. This craving however only pushed partners away and i was left with the only last thing to do…learn how to go within and love myself.

I was trained in many modalities and had seen so many practitioners. But all the while, was unconsciously hoping they would heal me. Despite the time, energy and money I had invested i never gave up hope because i knew it was possible for me to heal and find the health and fulfilment i was seeking. There came a time around 2012 when i knew I had to go within to achieve that and also try other methods.

In 2012 I met Jero in Bali, one of Bali’s most powerful and loving healers. I was drawn to him instantly and knew I had a connection. I visited him each time I would go to Bali and on the last visit, he helped me using Kundalini Reiki to clear my sacral chakra from the trauma it carried. He was a massive gift to me and the only man i know who is close to enlightened in the flesh.

Meeting Jero set me on a pathway of the sacred feminine arts. I delved into feminine practices, tantra, breathwork, sound and expression work, somatic body based therapies and it was through these body-based modalities that brought me back into my body and allowed me to feel and thus process the trauma and unexpressed emotion that was stuck in my body and within my lower two chakras.

It was a gentle process of embodiment and of reconnecting back to my personal power, learning boundaries, expressing my feelings and my truth and being grounded in ME. The inner journey guided me within to my soul and to the infinite love I AM. My search ended, when I connected with my true self. Love. Here i realised there was no more searching needed; I simply needed to move more deeply within myself where love and truth is felt. Within was all i was seeking. But the layers of releasing, clearing and healing it took in order for me to connect to this inner presence was a journey and still continues as we are always constantly expanding and deepening. My years of action and doing was then replaced with a desire to simply BE. It is in that place, we are able to experience our spiritual potential; the very thing I had been searching for my entire life!

I now share with you what I have learned and experienced along the way in order for you to find your way back to yourself and your soul. There truly is no other journey.

What i started to experience after further embodying my soul and living more from my feminine soul is the magic and flow of life that is possible. Often we ‘think’ we know what will make us happy and we strive to make that happen. However as we learn to let go and shed the layers that are not love, we are able to flow more easily on our destined soul path and experience what our soul intended for us. This is when fulfilment and soul growth occurs and we spiral upwards into greater abundance, joy, love, health, vitality, magic and more.