Ultimate Spiritual Bali Awakening Into Your Divine Feminine
With Tamika Hilder.
ACTIVATION OF ALL CHAKRAS, EMBODIMENT AND FREEFLOW OF SHAKTI.
The Path of The Goddess is a deeply healing body of work that will assist you in becoming your potential through clearing the psycho/emotional/energetic blocks within and then awakening your divine feminine energies. At our core we are love.
This work will assist you in clearing the blocks to you accessing your authentic self, soul purpose and personal power to create a life you love.
As women living in a patriarchal society that has not honoured the feminine qualities for centuries, we have become more and more masculine and this has led to feeling burnt out, tired, lacking self-worth, giving our power away and living from our head rather than our heart.
This disconnection to our feminine essence has disconnected us to our true soul desires and thus the decisions you are making in your life may not necessarily be supporting you, nourishing you, loving you or taking you in the direction of your greatest fulfilment.
In addition, when we move through life in a masculine way we value thinking over feeling. This is a really big problem because in order to heal and let go of our past pain, hurts and traumas, we must feel them fully.
This retreat is designed to give you 5 days to STOP. FEEL. HEAL. RECONNECT. RE-EVALUATE and then RE-CREATE YOUR LIFE.
In my experience, coaching and other mind-based modalities do not get deep enough for us to heal and deeply transform our past pain that is still locked in the body. We have the opportunity to end the healing cycle once and for all when we know how to fully let go of our past pain. In this retreat, we will do exactly that. Once you address your past fully, you will mature into wholeness. This births a new, authentic and powerful you.
It IS possible to let the past go.
It IS possible to feel whole when you have the right support from a teacher who embodies this.
For those that don’t know me I was an intuitive healer for ten years, and am the founder of the Holistic Wellness Coaching Institute. I have created practitioner training and personal development programs including Life and Self Mastery and pretty much created a unique niche in this area of wellness. I have travelled the country speaking and inspiring humanity, am a paid writer, and a soulpreneur. I had reached a level of success that most people never do in their entire life by only 32 years of age including a half a million dollar business. Yet I felt that so much more was possible within me.
Despite my worldly success on a national level, I was feeling a sense of disempowerment. I would present in the world with a “strong front” which was nothing more than a shield of protection keeping my super soft feminine self safe due to the layers of sexual trauma I had carried in my body. I was afraid of being seen and I was constantly giving my personal power away in order to receive love and acceptance. My energy was low due to the masculine default of force and hard work and I still had not healed my body despite trying many things.
The sexual abuse had left me numb and disconnected to my feelings, and to life. I had trouble letting anyone in and real intimacy evaded me in my love relationships and even friendships. I guarded my heart well yet was left feeling empty inside as craved love and affection. This craving however only pushed partners away and i was left with the only last thing to do…learn how to go within and love myself.
I was trained in many modalities and seen so many practitioners. But all the while, was unconsciously hoping they would heal me. Despite the time, energy and money I had invested i never gave up hope because i knew it was possible for me to heal and find the health and fulfilment i was seeking. There came a time around 2012 when i knew I had to go within to achieve that and also try other methods.
In 2012 I met Jero in Bali, one of Bali’s most powerful healers. I was drawn to him instantly and knew I had a connection. I visited him each time I would go to Bali and on the last visit, he helped me using Kundalini Reiki to clear my sacral chakra from the trauma it carried. He was a massive gift to me and the only man i know who is enlightened in the flesh. I am a Master of this energy in his lineage and use this energy in my work.
For the last five years since 2012, i have delved into feminine practices, tantra, breathwork, somatic body based therapies and it was through these body-based modalities that brought me back into my body and allowed me to feel and thus process the trauma and expressed emotion that was stuck in my body and within my lower two chakras.
It was a slow process of embodiment and of reconnecting back to my personal power, learning boundaries, expressing my feelings and my truth and being grounded in ME.
The same processes, methods, meditations and techniques that I used will be shared with you at this retreat so you too can awaken your divine feminine energies and move into wholeness.
Through the last five years of this work and in particular the last 12 months, I have founded this body of work called The Path of The Goddess and this retreat is a result of this powerful work.
My desire is to share this work with as many women as possible who are ready to heal once and for all their past and experience genuine fulfilment, peace and self-love in their present and future.
As a result, my message is clearer than ever.
My business is expanding internationally.
My abundance is tenfold.
My body is healing on a deep cellular level; something which has evaded me for 14 years.
And I am finally starting to master the art of romantic relationships and divine union, an area which has been my greatest wounding and thus greatest learning.
My life has up-leveled and I now manifesting international opportunities on a much grander playing field all due to clearing away the junk in my sacral chakra and thus being able to finally connect to my natural self that was hidden under the trauma. The expansion and potential that I craved to be has arrived.
I am not one to ever settle. I am driven to become my potential on every level.
This work is the result of seeking the understanding of how I can become my potential as a woman. I have learned just how crucial it is to embody the divine feminine and just how much this work truly does transform your relationship to everything in life.
Being the teacher and healer that I am, I am now excited to share with you the evolution of my work!
The journey of awakening your divine feminine.
The journey of awakening your divine feminine will result in:
Those inner experiences will create outer experiences including:
As you open up to the power inside of you by unblocking each chakra and beginning divine feminine practice, you will feel as though you could conquer the world.
As the inner resistance and blocks are cleared, your outer life flows.
You become aligned with your divine self and thus the divine flow.
You will learn how to build your sexual energy (Shakti) upwards through your chakras and channel it into your projects, dreams and goals.
If you’re journey has been anything like mine, the Goddess work may be the last step and piece of the puzzle for you to become your potential.
Profound spiritual awakening to who you truly are.
During an entire day, you will experience a traditional full day Balinese initiation. You will visit many sacred sites, temples and locations to access high frequency energy, receive blessings from high priests, and have Jero and his masters open your chakras.
You may experience anything from crying to laughing, releasing old programming, trauma, limiting beliefs and energy, to high frequency energy spiraling through your body as your vibration increases, your heart opens and your chakras clear.
The experience will be unique for each person and is a life-changing profound experience that has contributed to my spiritual awakening immensely.
This initiation opens the gateway for Kundalini or Shakti to flow through your body. Shakti is universal energy; or light, which is healing for all your mental, emotional, physical and energetic bodies. This energy is also known for it’s ability to awakening you spiritually and to increase enlightenment (in-light-is-meant).
Kundalini is the life force of universal energy which lies at our base chakra and is simply the force which makes all life expand.
My personal tantric practice as well as my experiences with Jero in Bali has allowed me to cultivate this energy in my body for healing and increased awareness.
You will get to spend time with Jero who is an enlightened master to receive extra healing and to ask any questions that you would like.
Once you have been opened it will be time for you to now activate a higher part of yourself through divine feminine practice. There are four steps to this process, created from my own personal journey.
PART A: Healing the Inner Child to Become The Woman
We will assist you in moving from the immature feminine to the mature feminine through healing the wounds where you feel unsafe, unsupported, unworthy, and fearful to express your truth. You will learn how to love your vulnerability and to express your feelings with ease in a safely held healing space. You will let go of the strong, cold, front that has protected your fragile and sensitive heart. Your heart will open to embrace yourself and all others from your past and present in a loving, compassionate forgiveness. Your little girl will feel heard, acknowledged and grow into the woman.
To know yourself is to know love. To know love, we must embrace our wounds first and love them into wholeness.
PART B: White Tantra and Sacred Feminine Practices To Awaken Shakti
We will begin simple white tantra practices to bring you into your body and to increase your sensitivity and receptivity. We include a daily massage, relaxation time and much pampering time for you to come into your body and begin feeling and receiving.
You will develop unconditional love, respect and honour for the miracle and temple that is your body.
Through gentle, loving attention, you will awaken your sensuality, healing shame, guilt, abuse and terror held in the lower chakras.
PART C: Embodying The Goddess
We will assist you in moving that energy through your entire body, transmuting old pain, stuck energy and opening the gateways for Shakti to flow. As you experience divinity flowing through you, your truth will awaken, your mind enlightened and your heart opened.
Your purpose and soul mission will become clear.
You will share your voice and the wisdom that’s been locked away for a long time.
You will awaken to your greater power of love to heal and transform your being and your life.
You will see the truth of who you are and have the capacity to create miracles in your life.
PART D: Manifesting A Life Aligned With Your Soul
You will now have an increased frequency and clarity on what it is your soul wants to create in your life and for the world. You will learn how to manifest that vision by using the potent energy of your divine feminine essence.
What Is The Divine Feminine Energy?
Creative energy | Pure love | Creativity | Intuition |Flow |Feeling | It is the energy which creates all of life | Cyclical.
The immature feminine is:
The mature feminine is:
Goddess Activation includes:
NOTE: There is no nudity in this course. There are safe circles for sharing. Many deep inward guided processes. Breathwork. Body awareness and journeying within as well as journaling. The work is sacred and will be held in a very safe, supported space.
The Goddess work will have the following results in your life:
Goddess work is about becoming your potential as a woman. Knowing and being able to experience in your body what the divine feminine energy is so that you increase your presence and are able to attract to you what you desire with ease. Effortless empowerment is the result of this work plus a life completely aligned with your soul.
It takes deep transformational work to experience your divine feminine. And this work is what we will be doing at this retreat.
We will be working each day from the morning until late in the evening, stopping only for breakfast, morning tea, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner and massage/rest/relaxation/silence/reflection times.
This retreat is held on the feminine island of Bali.
There are so many sacred sites on Bali dedicated to Purification, that the entire island can be seen as the World Purification Centre. Sites of particular note are: The four Sacred mountains on Bali – Gunung Agung, Gunung Batur, Gunung Batakau, and Gunung Ingas. Tanah Lot is also an important place of purification. This temple is connected to the Immortal Danghyang Nirartha. We visit most of these places. Balinese rituals are devoted to cleansing the world of negativity. Purification dissolves illusion.
Thus Bali is the perfect place to cleanse and purify your entire system for heightened and awakened spiritual awareness.
As this retreat is about purification, your diet during these 5 days will be mostly organic vegan diet consisting of juices, smoothies, salads, vegetables, fruit and coconut water. We will be cleansing our bodies as well as our emotional, mental and spiritual bodies.
The retreat can take a maximum of 14 women. Spaces are limited as we want to give you the chance to experience a small, intimate retreat where you will receive maximum attention, healing and transformation.
The photos below show you the villa and it includes 2 pools, a jacuzzi, gym, beautiful green gardens, many relaxation and chill out areas and the bedrooms. Each room is twin share. We have this entire villa to ourselves! We have privacy, luxury and a beautiful, lush environment surrounded by Nature, greenery, and the ocean is literally 5 min walk.
Location: Canggu, Bali, Indonesia
I met Jero and his team of Master healers back in 2012 during a life-changing retreat I attended. I had an instant connection with Jero and knew we had a soul contract for something greater.
As I got to know him, I came to discover that our life purpose was exactly the same; to help others to heal and thus by doing so raise the collective consciousness for world peace.
He had a vision to have a ashram in Bali and to help many people from that space. I wanted to help him. I felt in my soul that it was part of my contract to assist him with this vision.
These Bali retreats are exactly that. They are a way that I can assist them in creating the funds they need to have this centre. This retreat for me is thus motivated by this intention as well as my intention to share the Goddess work.
From a healing perspective, Jero has spent countless hours being in “service” to me asking for nothing back and simply wanted to help me to clear the trauma that was being held in my sacral chakra. Through his unconditional love, he taught me what it means to be in “service”.
I began to focus on giving in my business and that is when true Abundance manifested. Flow, ease and money flowed into my life.
Jero has been my main teacher in this lifetime of “love,” what it really is, how to be it and how to give it. His effect on opening my heart has been profound and I want to give back to him in the same way he has given to me.
The miracles he can perform all stem from the fact that he embodies love and gratitude. Just being in his energy will create a shift in you. All his masters in fact have that effect on you. They are beautiful human beings that embody pure gratitude and love. They teach you so much just from being in their space.
I have been very excited to introduce you all to him for many years however now is finally that time!
The feminine is the receiver. So once I assist you in knowing who you are, your self-worth will naturally be present. This will allow you to begin to receive and to to trust in receiving.
No longer do you have to be the strong, independent woman doing it all on your own. Once you open up to receptivity in your body, the Universe and the people in your life begin to support you. You begin to attract everything and everyone you need to co-create your projects with ease. It’s about unity, co-operation, and allowing yourself to be supported on every single level.
This support however develops first and foremost with yourself and how you support yourself.
So we will delve into your relationship to yourself and this starts with healing your inner child.
How much do you honour, cherish and respect yourself?
How much do you listen, love and nurture yourself?
The answers to these questions is where the work begins.
As you begin to become attentive to yourself, you grow and heal and become whole.
As your powerful self-sufficient woman emerges, you begin to co-create in an entirely new way.
This work we will be delving into is for women who:
It’s hard to put into words the effect of this work however if it’s been anything like my own personal journey, then this work could potentially be the most life-changing work you’ll ever do.
This is about truly stepping into who you truly are and owning every bit of your power in a very loving, gentle yet powerful way.
From that space anything is possible.
The Collective Feminine Wounding, and the Unity between Feminine and Masculine for World Peace
I have taught manifestation and conscious creation for many years yet within myself knew there was another piece of the puzzle that I had not quite mastered.
After healing lifetimes of abuse and clearing that charge from my tissues it has now freed up my higher self to begin to embody within my physical body.
My expression and way of being no longer is coming from a protected, false place of hardened, inauthentic force, it is coming from a softened, receptive, allowing, receptive feminine place and as I’ve mentioned above, this has had a profound impact on my relationships, health, career and abundance. I have had to find my way moving through life in this new space as at first, I felt open, raw, exposed and naked.
There was nowhere to hide once the real me was unleashed.
And it felt like complete freedom.
A sense of personal power emerged that I had always dreamed of. And I held it within my body. There was no need to prove myself anymore. Just an inward sense of worth, love and power.
What his last year has revealed to me, was that if we have chosen a female body in this lifetime at this time on the planet, then there is a higher calling to embody the divine feminine.
The feminine has been suppressed for centuries by the masculine and there is a deep sense whether it’s conscious or not of feeling unsafe to be in our feminine due to the centuries of trauma, abuse, and domination by the masculine.
For a woman to come fully into her power as a female, a sense of safety needs to develop for her to trust being in that open, vulnerable state. The feminine is receptive and the masculine is meant to be the protector of the feminine not the abuser. Therefore much healing needs to be done as she shed lifetimes and collective conditioning around this suppression of her natural power.
For a woman to come into her feminine she needs to be vulnerable.
For a woman to be vulnerable she needs to trust that she is safe.
For a woman to feel safe, she needs to trust in the masculine.
This trust needs to be developed first within her own masculine self; it is a journey in and of itself.
Much collective feminine wounding needs to be shed for a woman to blossom into her happy, healthy, vibrant self. She needs to be safe expressing who she is. She needs to feel safe to express the incredibly powerful Shakti that is held in her womb.
That time is now.
Women have come into their masculine energy as a way to protect themselves and find equality within a ‘man’s world.’
However now is the time that we find unity between the masculine and feminine on the planet and find equality and balance, while learning to honour and respect each other for the gift that it is. This is what will transform our relationships and heal our earth.
The feminine is the wisdom and the masculine is the action upon that wisdom. As you balance this out within yourself first, it will be reflected in your relationships. It will create shifts within the men in your life. Balance will be discovered.
By stepping into this work, you are effectively saying yes to a greater divine mission of healing our planet and the future of humanity.
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